ME, MYSELF AND I

Written by Super User.


Fast steem fall
One more time.

Every word smashed with excuses.
Bones filled with guilt.

Myself disperses through the holes of the bottom.
Intrudes deeper, deeper, steemer...
Into the ground.
Intrudes through sensual,
Through enlightened flows of my shell.
Me,
Swallows little ball-shaped red-coloured shits
That I left behind the last time we were here.
Me, myself and I.

Darkness.Oh, but yes.
Oh, but of course.

Sharp thin ray of light
Touches the eyeballs.
Once.
Just once.

Breaks through.
Warm.                              
Spontaneous.                  
Sincere.
Emerges.                              
Stretches.   
And disperses.
It is the only light that you see
In your deep down world.
Only once a day.
Only once.

Waiting for.

Then,
It leaves Me again.
Myself disperses through the holes of the bottom.
Again.

I pray to be awaked.
Placing little signs all around.
I hope to be shaken.
In a bliss. By hurt.

But,
My scream imprisoned in my face.
The face of Me still glued to the bottom.
Moment of silence.
False breathing.
Myself adjusting.
Again.

Searching my proper face
For the place
And all the needs.
Wishes and fears.
I am adjusting.
Again
To satisfy.
To erase.
To hide.

Waiting.

To rip the face of the bottom.
Dive into it.
Then emerge back to the sun.
Back to us.
Me, myself and I.

Not only once a day. But for-ever.

Waiting.

To collect my pieces.
To collect our bones.
Waiting.
While the laughter finds a way through my nose.

Jana

TO SUSAN

Written by Super User.


Sips of my coffee.
remind me of you.
Every morning is the same.
Past is forever away.
So hollow my world is.
Wish they could bring you back.
Back to my world,
so empty without you.
Rain drops don\'t hurt anymore.
Only soften my skin,and bare my soul.
The way your fingers did.
Forever that thought is there.
My world fell appart
the moment you walked away.
Calling your name
deep somewhere behind,
even past myself.
Every morning is the same.
Past is forever away.
That morning coffee
is tasteless without you!

Farewell

Written by Super User.


My shattered heart so
hollow,
inside me, so much pain,
my bleeding soul, crying,
lost love, tearing me
apart...
I am cursed to the
sorrow,
screams inside, heart
slain,
without you, I am dying,
farewell, queen of my
heart...

Fallen bird

Written by Super User.

A broken wing I thought it would be
a too small branch under my feet
layers of snow, so deep
the sky, blue and high
nowhere a creature in sight
nor a breathe or a sound
I followed the echoes
voices hard to track
Tried to sing, unspoken
extract what is there
Shadows that I walked by
a heart's scream
a fall from illusion
love gave me the push
a dive from cliffs above
into her eyes, cold, warm, changing
a sudden attack of Nordic winds
To put a kiss on her forehead
dress her in a hug, feed by a smile
Not the wings ...


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